My YouTube Days May Be Gone, but Benefits Remain
I started my YouTube channel, ChueyeeHeartsBeauty, in 2012.
The idea of starting a YouTube channel drifted into my head as I was watching another YouTuber’s video; I was inspired by her. After hours of filming and days of editing, I was a “YouTuber”.
Half of my high school life and my first two years college were spent creating YouTube videos.
In my time as a content creator on YouTube, I loved how I was able to have a hobby that I was absolutely in love with.
It gave me so much power. I was able to be creative when editing as well as have the freedom to talk about things that I found interesting such as beauty, fashion, Korean pop [K-pop] and much more.
The first few years of YouTubing were filled with excitement. I felt very gratified every time I completed and uploaded a video. It meant that all of the hours and days that I spent editing and filming one video was worth it.
But life intervened. In addition to operating the YouTube channel, I took on an internship, plus of course, being a full-time student.
At that point in my life, school and work were a priority, and my passion for making YouTube videos disappeared; sadly, I began to view my hobby as a chore.
I was so occupied with school and work and the pressure to make time to make videos; invariably, my hobby was no longer enjoyable. It became a chore.
It has been nine months since I last uploaded a video onto my channel, and it stays at the back of my mind. I recently filmed a video, but I wasn’t pushing myself to finish it.
I remember how I was once so eager to develop whatever ideas I had — film and edit it. Today, I’m not in a hurry. It takes me days and maybe weeks to even get myself to edit after filming a video.
Although my passion for making YouTube videos disappeared, the amount of experience that I gained over the years is irreplaceable.
Looking back at my YouTube videos made me realize how much I’ve grown as a video editor and a content creator.
Making YouTube videos was like creating video diaries. I was able to see how much I’ve grown over the years.
Chueyee Yang is a 19-year-old mass communication journalism major who is now attending her fourth semester at Fresno City College. Although she was born...